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Saulius T. Kondrotas<\/span>

Welcome\u200b<\/h1><\/div>

“This is the terror: to have emerged from nothing, to have a name, consciousness of self, deep inner feelings, an excruciating inner yearning for life and self-expression–and with all this yet to die.” – Ernest Becker, The Denial of Death<\/em><\/p><\/div><\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n

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We don\u2019t live for, we only live.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

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Life is an adventure.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

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Nothing is what it looks, and nothing will ever happen the way we had thought it will.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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